Ho Ho Holidays! =D

Time really flies. Fall semester has come to an end. It has been 4 months since I came to Purdue. 2009 is coming to an end. The clock is ticking too fast that I'm afraid I can't catch up with the flow. I always hate to grow up, as we bear more responsibilities and face more obstacles. Being a toddler is the best, they enjoy the learning process because no one is giving them stress and expectation or they don't even know what stress mean. They live a carefree life and when they need something, they cry and everyone is going to please them. But this is the cycle of life, bygones are bygones, I should pick up myself and prepare for upcoming challenges. It's time to grow up =D

even my hair has grown a few inches longer over the months. =D

As promised in the last post, gotta show u the photo of the snow. Well, this is the thickest snow I've ever experienced so far. The snow came quite late this year as other places such as Iowa and Nebraska have been snowing for quite sometime and the snow has piled up to few inches.

Snowy snow =D

I actually quite love the weather now. Although it hits the freezing point, it's still sunny in the morning. I totally can't imagine how miserable my life will be when the sun take his break next month. =(

You must be wondering, all the trees must be botak by now but look carefully, those black spot on the tree are birds. A huge crowd of birds. Probably they're on their way to escape from the cold.

Botak trees. Remember I took a photo from the same angle last few months? See the difference? All the pretty red leaves are gone!

Alright, I will update more when I'm back from my vacation. Las Vegas and Grand Canyon here I come! Stay tuned for pretty pretty pics! =D

P/s: My biological clock is so screwed up now. I study whole night and usually sleep at 6am everyday during my finals and I'm so used to it and now I'm still so awake. =.=

Santa Claus,
Will you fulfill my wish?

Yellow!

Just so you know, I'm still alive. No worries.

I've been away for so long, long time and got so much stories to tell. But I guess I must be disappointing you, I'm running out of time so I will just keep everything simple yet precise. (Not like you guys are stalking my life also. haha)

First of all, I have to continue my twilight story. Well personally I think I still prefer Edward over Jacob despite he's having real yummy body. Those who know me very well are definitely not going to be shocked with my preference. You guys should know how much I can sacrifice once I'm in love and it explains all. Anyway, lots of questions going around my mind after watching it. Question 1: Is it really better to have someone love you more than you love him/her? Question 2: Will Bella really be happy if she chose Jacob? Question 3: Why can't love just be as simple as ABC?

I went to Chicago during my Thanksgiving break. Well, FYI, American celebrate Thanksgiving on the 4th Thursday of November and it is a real big thing for them. So i got 5 days off including the weekends. Overall the trip is not bad. I went to this Malaysian restaurant and settle my craving for nasi lemak n char keow tiao. I had assam laksa, mee goreng, teh ais and ABC too! I went real cuckoo when I browsing the menu and so indecisive on what to eat. The food is good and it is consider the best we can have just in 2-3 hours drive distance. I tried the subway and bus services of USA and I have to say that it is way better than those we have back in Malaysia. The schedule is so on time that I missed one of the train when I reached there 30 sec after the time. But luckily they didn't make me wait too long for the next train. I went for Black Friday sales in the outlet. Basically all the shops will have major sales on the midnight of the Friday after Thanksgiving, This is real crazy and I can't imagine myself doing it. I reached the outlet around 10.30PM and I shop till the sun is out. I shop for 8 hrs! I got myself a really warm down puffer jacket and a real cool schoolbag. <3

Okay this is so exciting for me to announce. I SAW SNOW! It's snowing already! It's not like those in movie that the snow is so big chuck like ice cube size but it's cool enough! Someone in fb describe it as breadcrumbs that melt before touching the ground. lol. The weather forecast shows that it's going to snow snow snow tomorrow and I can't wait for it. Especially when the snow start to stack up and it's time for a snowman yo! Although I sounds excited, honestly, I still hate the cold. =( Especially when it rains and the wind is so strong. Wind alert: The winds are expected to become strong and it can go up to 60MPH which equals to 100km/h.

I think so far this is all what I can think of right now. Finals are coming real soon. I have bio lab final this Thursday and 3 finals next week. I'm free from 16th 9pm onwards! I can't wait for the break and vacation to Grand Canyon and Las Vegas. I'm so in the Christmas mood now! Did I mentioned that I bought a white Christmas tree with multicolor light bulbs? It is so cool but I'm really lazy and busy to upload the photo of it . (I promise I'm going to bombard the next post with tonnes of photos!) And we going to exchange presents too! Just like what we did last few yrs but this time we draw who we going to buy the present for but we still don't know who's going to buy for us. Hardcore guessing game is going on yo!

STPM is finally coming till an end and I totally solute all of you that conquered it. Don't care about the results, be it good or bad, at least you guys give it a try! Do pamper yourself a bit after so much of hard work. =D Good luck to those who having finals! It's the last battle for this semester and we can definitely go through it!

I'm crossing the line I drew between us

which I'm not supposed to.

Twilight

Tadaa.. I watched Twilight! =D
Don't hate me =p

I would say it is a good movie overall. There's a lot of thoughts running in my mind now. I don't want to be the spoiler so will talk about it after most of you watch it. I heard it's only going to be showing in cinema next week, have fun waiting people =D

Btw, I still remember Michelle is the one who drag Charmaine and me to watch this movie last year. How nice if u 2 are here when I watched this movie. Miss you 2 biatch! And of coz others that would brighten me up with lame jokes or just being my side whenever I'm feeling down or boring. Take care everyone back in Malaysia =D I miss you all. seriously.

Edward? Jacob? =)

To make things clear

Oh ya. the last part of the last post is nothing to do with my last relationship although 1118 used to be a important figure in my life. Well I started my first relationship 6 years back( I can't believe it's so long ago haha), it was a sweet and sour memory, just like what a puppy love should be. The only thing I can conclude about that relationship is we're not mature enough to maintain the relationship. Anyway it already came to an end and we shall move on. =D

Mana saya punya Autumn? =D

100th day

Believe or not, I'm away from home for 100 days already.
I'm shocked that I'm still alive and enjoying the life here.
Well, it's actually not that scary to study abroad. =D
Or may be because my bro is here so i still feel like home.
And everyone here is pretty friendly and kind to me.
So yea, the baby still remain the baby, may be have grown up a little bit.
Study abroad is definitely a memorable and exciting experience.
You will never know what will happen next so just enjoy the moment now,
There are a lot of challenges ahead and I know I can overcome it.
Have been very emotional for the last few days,
Don't worry people, I'm fine and thanks for the concerns.
I learned that for everything that happen, there must be a reason behind it,
And bad things will definitely come to an end just like the rainbow after rain,
And I have learned from my mistakes and become more mature than yesterday.
Life won't be perfect if without all these challenges and downfall of life.
So here I am standing with my head facing up and ready for the challenges.
I have to prove that I'm not that easy to defeat and can strike for the best.
I really appreciate how you guys back me up and always by my side.
I'm really touched when you guys send tonnes of msg to make sure I'm fine.
Thanks everyone! Love and miss you all so much! <3

On a side note,
All the best to those who're sitting for STPM!
You guys are more brave and tough than me,
So prove yourself right and strike for the best!
You guys can definitely excel it! Gambateh =D

and,
Happy 19th Birthday Siew Ying!
Take good care of yourself at Canada.
All the best for your future undertaking.
Be strong and study hard!
May all your wishes come true ya! =D

also,
Happy 19th birthday to Chun Fai.
Have a blast and all the best to you!

“这是我回到西雅图之后的决定，

从十一月十八号那天开始计时一百天，

我要忘了你。

你有没有曾经想要忘记一个人呢？
如果有，那么我想，
那个人一定是你很爱很爱，却无法相爱的吧。
你是不是跟我有一样的想法呢？
如果是，那么请你倒数计时，忘了我，
因为这样，我至少可以知道，你也曾经很爱很爱我。”

摘录于藤井树的《这城市》
Is it pure coincidence again?
100th day and 18th of Nov?

I hate myself now more than ever.
I thought I can do well here.
But everything just prove me wrong.
I'm a dumbfuck. Enough said.

FML

Bad things always happen at once. FML

1) FYI, Lady Gaga is coming to Purdue next January and the box office starts to sell the ticket last Friday morning. So being kia su as usual, we woke up at 4am and queued more than 8 hours to find out that the tickets are sold out way before our turn. There goes all our efforts for sleeping so little, waking up so early, standing in the cold and starving for the sake of the tickets. But after being emo for 1 day, we finally got our tickets from ticketmaster and they freaking charge us usd6 per transaction and we can't get tickets at the same row/zone means we're going to sit separately. FML

2) And being a lazy pig, I missed my organic chemistry recitation class. I thought we just had our recitation quiz in the previous class so we definitely don't have 1 that week. But my guts feeling start to ditch me d, there's actually a freaking 20points quiz. And the questions are damn fking easy, there goes my 20 points which equals to 3% which can make huge difference in my grade. And for the in class quiz, I changed my answers when I see most of the people around me have different answer from me and who knows I was right in the first place. It happened quite a few times and there goes another 10 or 15 pts. God damn it I should have be more confident of myself. FML

3) Went for football game on Saturday morning. It was a lovely day as the sun shine so hard and we're leading the game most of the time. But don't judge the game so early, MSU turnover and bite us so hard! We're leading 10 or 13 points and in just few minutes, 2 touch downs from them kill it all. It's the second time I went for the game at the stadium and Purdue team lost both of the games. Can't you let me walk out of the stadium with some pride and bliss? FML

give me back my sun!

Football game. This is taken b4 the turnover. =(

4) I freaking slipped 2 times in 2 days in a row. First, I slipped in the bathroom last night and had this super duper big blue black on my leg. I was laughing at my clumsiness as always but the pain hurts a lot. So i told myself before I off to my La La Land that I should be more careful next time and don't be such an idiot. Guess that what I learned last night was not enough, I fking slipped again on my way to class this morning. I wasn't running, not even as fast as my usual speed but hell yeah I slipped again but at least this time it doesn't hurt that much. But the depressed feeling crawl up so fast that I almost shed a tear. FML

stupid blue black at my leg

5) Today, I'm eligible to register for my class for next semester. So i happily log in to mypurdue and find the courses I wanted to register. I'm so excited that this semester is coming to an end and I started to plan my schedule for next yr since last 2 weeks. And hell yeah the course and the sessions that I wanted are full which means I fking have 7.30am class next year and my timetable look so cacat now! There's actually 50 more places available but they fking not opening it up! Can't you make my life easier? How can I wake up tat early in winter? FML

7.30am class. Wtf.

6) It rains all day since this morning. The wind is so strong that it might blow me up anytime (think about how heavy am I). Somehow I think today is the coldest day I experienced since I landed in USA. Is it the feeling or it's really that cold out there. How can I survive through winter? I doubt. And the weather forecast says that it will be a raining week ahead. I really wonder how can people live in Seattle? Rains can't fail to bring my mood down. FML

There are more stupid stuffs that happened that I don't even feel like mentioning. It had been a few harsh days for me and Charmaine say it's probably because of Friday,the 13th. Guess she's right and that's the only reason I can think of. Finger crossed that tomorrow will be a better day!

如果下雨代表想念，那我希望我在西雅图
因为我可以用三分之二的时间来想念你。